-I’m a liar.

-I’m a user.

-I don’t care about anyone but myself.

-I only pretend to care when it will benefit me.

-I can’t love anymore.

-I’ve never cheated, but I probably would if given the chance.

-I’m totally secure with who I am.

-It’s going to get me far, and when I get to the end, I will have nothing to make me happy.

-I’ll die alone, and with nothing to show for the work I’ve done.

-Acceptance.

One fish, two fish, red fish, fuck off.

-Biscuit and I are pretty cool now. He used to get on my nerves really bad but now I just ignore his barking and his gay whining and it’s whatever. He’s pretty adorable when you get past all that stuff.

-Finally have my days off after a really tough work week. Missed a day last week because I had to go to the doctor and ended up waiting in the waiting room for six hours just to get a prescription. Called in to work that night due to lack of sleep and then made it up that Thursday, so essentially I only had one day off until yesterday.

-It stormed really hard last night, and it kept me up. It was well worth it, as we haven’t had a really good thunderstorm in a long time.

-Putting together the plans to finally meet dad. Looking at bus schedules and we’re planning on going to Zest Fest (hot foods festival here in Fort Worthless), and possibly going to the botanical gardens too. :3

-I have over a thousand dollars in the bank as of right now, and I’m going to be buying my car within the next few weeks. I can’t wait to turn it into a slab.

-abandoned all work on Project 1.16. A total lost cause and I don’t want to have anything to do with it anymore. Nigger.

-trying to work on a plan to see dad next week on Friday! Really looking forward to it, we’re gonna be meeting for the first time and we’ll likely see a movie and explore the asian food market. :3

-added a tiny spike of ambition to the code, asked the manager about an open position as a planogram team member at work today. It might be my one ticket to permanently working at Target. To be honest, it’s the most enjoyable job I’ve had to date.

-haven’t spoken to my favourite people from r9k in a while, kind of saddens me. I miss mumbles and stork. And montoya. :’(

-was informed that I need to do some work on my eyebrows and facial hair. I don’t think so. It looks fine to me.

-programmed a new wallet, it looks killer! It’s a flashy Nintendo controller wallet! Want to see?

-getting pissed waiting for the new Diablo 2 patch to come out, it’s been almost a year I think. Made me want to stop playing altogether.

-Gummi worms. :)

-actually considering changing code name noise to official release title “noise.”

-ceased development of module 254. Too many entangling connections and a general lack of interest on my part.

-designation as Flow is not stable. It’s back and forth, and all over the place. I guess that’s what cross training is all about, and I’ve accepted that it won’t be stable for the next few months until maybe one of next year’s releases.

-Lithium is working to amazing effect now. Did a test run out and about the other day and had a great time. Unyielding confidence, flirting, and those aviator’s I added in a previous release created an efficient synergy that made me feel on top of the world. (Side note: it’s important that a great deal of sleep is had, because severe problems with perception occured. More specifically, blanking out and hallucinations.)

-finally located the piece of equipment needed for music recording, but unfortunately I’ve lost my desire to record music. I just need something a little more high-end than an Acer laptop from Walmart and mix of cheap audio cables and sound adapters from Radioshack. I love lo-fi, but this is too much for me.

-added in Legend of Zelda belt buckle to the coding. Cost almost thirty dollars, but as I had been planning to add it in for over six months, money is no problem.

-a new sense of interest in Project 1.16 has developed. I’m still on the fence about it, but it’s a possibility I’ve been running through my head. I wish I knew how I felt.

-work has commenced on module 254. Progress is sort of slow right now due to faulty connections.

-after a system breakdown earlier this evening, it’s been decided that further work is needed on the Lithium program. Careful attention needs to be paid to dietary functions and liquid intake.

-missing a vital piece of hardware used in the music making process. All of the ideas and concepts for a new song are present, but the small adapter needed is nowhere to be found.

-have been redesignated as Flow, rather than Backroom. Things are starting to look up finally.

-deleting the desire for milk completely from the source code. It caused some serious problems last night.

-Love is still broken, but development is underway to fix this bug. Need an R&D team.

-Tolerance is still sort of buggy, but progress is going very well. Outbursts are now non-existent.

-added apathy to the source code, to circumvent outside emotional

-sleep is now a longer and more important process than in previous releases.

-the desire for sushi has been added in this release. It’s pretty much constant.

-added in sunglasses to the source code that are activated at night, as to keep track of the visions in my eyes.

-did a major overhaul on the confidence module. Asking girls for phone numbers and such is no longer a daunting task.

-beginning work on Lithium, extremely buggy and causing malfunctions in Noise.